Future

20:01
20170716

If you've ever have an intention to be with me someday,
there must be a future.
Because every single moment of my life,
I thought of many more future about us,
till words are not enough to portrayed how it will be..

I see that we will be there someday,
we will be together,
doing those little things,
that we could never imagine,
it will happen someday.

It maybe just a dream,
but it makes my day.
with the little hope,
I keep go on,
looking for another adventure,
waiting for the day to come,
Someday..
will be ours;

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Ten million fireflies '08

21:05
20170714

To my ten million fireflies,

I still remember when the first time we've met,
lively in  my mind,
feels like it was yesterday.

But I didn't realize,
that your gaze into my eyes on that day,
would be my last day to see you,
you went so soon,
back to where you belong.

I know that I shouldn't said this but..
what have you done so wrong?
that they killing you with no mercy,
I still could hear your screaming vibes in my mind,
in the silent and dark night.

For what has been  written,
it's time to let you go,
till we meet again..
in the next eternal life,
the story will never end;

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Gloomy Week

15:58

20170702

Dear gloomy week, 

Where have you been?

I've been thinking all this time,

About the forgotten moment,

Why do I couldn't remember it?

It makes me feels uncomfortable.

But I can't stop here,

I need to go on,

Looking for myself,

That I see it in you,

I'll start over again with you.

The last chapter was you,

This chapter is you,

The next chapter will be you,

That's how it will be.

It's okay to keep trying,

It's okay to redo it,

Because that's the part of the process,

Just trust in yourself,

You aren't lost, hold your vision,

Just let it be.

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Reunion

I'm here again,

One of the place with some old memories,

My ninth Ramadan be like..

Reunion in a blink of an eyes,

Filled with some untold feelings,

In deep conversation.

But life must go on, 

That's how the days end,

Maybe;

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Pause

Early in the morning,
I woke up and unlock my phone,
with an unpredictable key 0000,
there's a moment,
when the time fly so slow,
I ponder on every little thing of my life,

Then I started typing...

Some of it was significant,
a long time ago,
but today,
It has been gone to nowhere,
I just couldn't remember it anymore.

Some of it was tedious,
the same mug for drinks,
the same black outfit code,
the same white sneakers,
the only thing that I'm comfortable to be with.

And now I stare to my phone, thinking of what else I could say...

pause;

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Perception

Perception says,

I'm a reflection of myself,

I'm wanderer in an invisible space,

Walk by the curiosity.

Perception is great,

For its difference of perspectives,

That turns out into something called 'art'

There is no wrong or right there.

Perception sees beyond limitation,

More than what life could reach,

So don't lost yourself in perception,

But stay faithful with believer.

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Cinderella Sister

신데렐라 언니 20170129

The deepest fear keep coming after her.

But sooner or later, she will have to face

those wounded heart, an old scar that

somehow comes around

anywhere anytime,

unresolved feelings from the past,

pains and hurt,

miserable, sadness, madness

inside of her seems never the end.

Holding onto memories won't heal her

but only could delay the fears

by running away from it.

Memories is where she live her life.

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Rewind & Relive

Recast to the written moment, visible words...

"The reason we hold onto memories is because memories 
are the only things that won’t change 

when everything else does."

Visit the Coral Garden at Sapi Island. 20140330

Dinner at Anjung Selera Tg. Lipat Likas. 20140413

We’ve never been there but it’s our first moment 
we could talk a lot about anything 
to each other. 20140416

Let’s end this relationship with one word only. 

Yes or no?

If yes?

Someone will take my heart.

If no?

Someone will heart breaking.

- Worse Hangover Ever - 20140419

Do you hate me?

No. 
- Confession moment - 20140423

The person I will love. 20140604

It has to be you. 20140611

If people can read minds and two people read 
each other’s mind, wouldn’t they just 
read their own mind? 20140614

"There are far, far better things ahead 
than any we leave behind."

- C.S. Lewis - 20140616

"I’ve learned that people will forget  what you said, 
people will forget what you did, but people will 
never forget  how you made them feel."

- Maya Angelou - 20140714

Difference are interesting, 
it makes living. 20140722

"Accept what is, let go of what was, and have 
faith in what will be." 20140812

Words may lie but attitude will speak 
the truth of someone. 20141106

Never let the unseen tides pull us apart. 
Never let me go. Live the life. 20150131

Focus future. Don’t follow heart. 20150226

"I would like to see my own reflection 
in your eyes." 20151205

This love is ours. 20151218

em ssim ot uoy rof gnitiaw 20151221

It's the little memories that will 
last a lifetime. 20160117

Kill me, heal me. 20160204

"Some speak words, some hear words, 
some write words, I feel words. 
My feelings bleed." 20160428

Descesdants of the Sun 20160515

Gazing to the ocean from far in the 
peaceful noon. 20160517

Interesting houseplants that don't need much care
- Echeveria & Cacti - 20160619

Currently in a state of Solitude 
- Sunflower - 20160621

"It's okay to feel weak sometimes. It's okay to be afraid. 
The important thing is that  we face our fears. 
That's what makes us strong." 
- Fruits Basket - 20161031

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. 
Live the life you've imagined." 20161128

"The art of creating problems that don't exist." 
- Overthinking - 20161213

"There is no greater agony than bearing 
an untold story inside you." 20170108

Aurora let the whole lifetime pass. 20170117

Talking about future, I wonder how it will be, 
I wonder why, I wonder where they are. 
The days I had seems get to somewhere 
in reminiscing those memories in black and white. 
The future might have passed. 
So I stay in the moment, 
follow where my heart go with the mind 
has no idea about the future. 
The heart, the mind, the soul has their own way 
but end up at the same place… 20170121

Introspection

Philosophy
Promise yourself to be a strong believer,
think positive in every circumstances,
and make your optimism come true.

***

Resolution

Living in my own little world.

Love is now and still grows.

Calm heart in the midst of noise, trouble, and hardwork.

Go back to myself in the present moment.

I don't wish to be everything to everyone, 
but I would like to be something to someone.

***

Dedication

Myself and my only one.

***

In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the most Merciful

The untold story begins...